i am so bored to death todae.... friday was supposed to be my favourite day and be the most relax one.... but it seems that friday soon become a torture to me where i juz spend my time away doing stupid things... maybe i should considering working on friday nite... hermssss but then i will tired becos i am workin on saturday mornin but then i will be able to see shi yun, hui si, wei chong, cheng hwee n other guys.... arghh i don noe maybe i juz need so more perseverance from my sec sch time.. haiz~ i think that will take a long time to find it back.

tml's schedule is alomst the same as last saturday so i guess tml gonna be a fine day for me... i realli hope so becos it seems that this week has been a sucky week for me... but i am trying to be positive... this is all becos of the tarot test... haiz~ think positive think positive think positive think positive think positive think positive think positive think positive think positive

so tml's goal is to: 1) think positive
2) stay focus on thinking positive
3) do not think negative at all
4) smile more
5) think of happy things
6) continue repeating "I AM LUCKY TODAY" in the mind

i think all these should work... i always do this when i think that i am unlucky.. hope that this will bring me through tml safely

i still have 7 more mins to 11:00 (on my laptop) hrmmmsss guess i have to get my black pants, singlet and shoes into my back and then get everything ready and on my alarm and then sleep... no dreams tonite... wake up early tml n takes a good mood to work....